For the past few months, I have been slowly writing less and less. I have changed into a different girl and I know it's for the best. I thought that maybe I could still write about things that are interesting and keep my relationship with CS Guy going. But it hasn't really worked out that well. I'm definitely happy with him. In fact, I love him very much and I don't think I have ever written it on here before. But I do. I love CS Guy and I have never felt this way about anyone before. I think I just had a hard time giving up on this blog. It's been a part of me for so long and it came to be something I didn't want to let go.
I have been a serial dater for so long and I have been known to cheat so it's not surprising that I shouldn't be trusted all the way. I totally know that will take time and effort on my part. And I know CS Guy reads the blog and I hope he reads this and sees I'm making a step to be with him and let go of things. So I've made a decision. I'm going to go on a hiatus. I may or may not come back to write. But I need to do this now. It's for the best for us.
I know I can keep writing but just about other things. I've started another blog but on an entirely different topic. It's more personal so I'm not going to share it now, but maybe in the future I will. But for now, I need to say goodbye to you all. Thanks for reading the blog. I really appreciate it all the blog friends I have made.
