Been putting myself out there to meet people. Nothing has panned out. And maybe I need to get a little rejected to harden and get my tough shell again.
I've felt so exposed and vulnerable. I need to get thick-skinned again. Sounds crazy, but it's working. Hopefully I can get back my guarded self.
My therapist thinks being guarded and can be damaging. But it was only when I let my guard down that my ex could get me when I was weak. And I hate myself for that.
Toughin' up girl!!
Never let your guard down! I'm with you!
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